October 7, 2025


Last week I started college. It's been as normal as it could be. I don't have anything to say about college except...guys last week I made my first payment and I almost cried. I'm extremely fortunate enough to recive free tuition, but I'm covering all the other costs and fees out of pocket. It ended up being around $1,250 ouch. Although I shouldn't complain cause it's not bad at all actually. I hope my manager gives me more hours haha (PLEASE). While school is not my favorite thing in the world, i'm do feel better having something to do in the day. It also motivates me to be more productive in general, not just academically.

Other than school, i've been getting back into my art. Right now i'm working on a short animation. One day I will update my art page...i promise T_T Okay to be vulnrable for a moment my mental health has been pretty terrible this year. I miss my friends so bad and feel like cyring all the time. Also the fact that i'm turning ninteen in a month...i blinked hello. I've just been trying to block it out of my mind by listening to music 24/7. Music once again has saved my life.

Other than homework, i've been playing games, watching so much youtube, and obsessively cleaning my room. One Piece is finally interesting to me again I have loved the last few episodes. Please bring back peak One Piece oh my god. My interest in k-pop has re-grown drastically also. My co-worker bought me the new Cortis album! guess who I pulled...Martin I can't believe it. It's the one where he's holding the guitar taken from above. I told myself I wasn't gonna like them...but i've unfortunately fallen for the propoganda okay shoot me. Last week, my Baekhyun album came in along with...my kkuru jam keychain. Originally I wasn't going to buy her, but I caved she's so cute i'm sorry.

Right now I'm going to finish my laundry and then make something to eat and then work on my animation. Okay bye bye i hate this entry.