first september entry! this month has already flown by...i start school again in two weeks. not happy about that but what can i do. uhhhh some things have happened since my last entry: bleached my roots, spent a bunch of money, cried, and hung out with friends. so like not a lot of things actually. on thursday i went into the city with my friends. we went to muji, got matcha maiko, and i visitied my friends new apartment! i uploaded photos in my gallery. that was probably the most exciting thing i did this whole summer. when i went to drop off my friend after, we talked in my car for an hour in her driveway about how any time we've liked someone it's been like comically evil. in her case, the only person who she ever liked was in love with her best friend. and her best friend and said crush aren't over each other still. for me, the only two people i loved ended up dating each other so. but i would say i was actually only in love with one of them. thought i was over everything, but then i questioned myself. like if she hit me up right now up would i fold? absolutely. anyways, i'm very inexperienced with dating compared to everyone around my age. it's something i'm a bit insecure about. i've been stuck on the same person for six years so when my people ask me for advice or input i can only say so much. can anyone else relate? haha.
nintendo announced a ocarina of time remake for the switch 2! i played on the 3DS, but i gave up because it was so fucking hard. confession i suck at video games, but i love them. i'm genuinely considering buying a switch 2 because of it (specifically the zelda special edition)...but i know i should wait. my spending has been really crazy the past two monthd. when i get mentally unwell i buy a lot of things to try and make myself feel better. things i want to buy but am restraining myself: a new camera, vivienne westwood wallet, pistachio silk extrait de parfum by ariana & evans, mac lipstick, and the switch 2. ALSO every artist announcing a tour right now is not helping. i attempted to get olivia rodrigo seattle tickets but failed...on the brighter side i got tickets to for ten! he's been one of my favorite nct members. txt also announced their tour. i don't know when ticketing is though. i'm really glad they're doing seattle though.
today i woke up at 11:30 AM and played zelda: botw until 3...my summer sleep schedule is crazy. when i start school i'll be waking up by at least 7:00 AM...let's all die. just kidding. a song i've been listening to on repeat is crank 2 by slayyyter. which encapsulates how i've been feeling. thanks for reading until next entry.