September 5, 2025

Hi. Something about this week...take me out of my misery. Cannot believe that it's September already. Lately i've been struggling with sleep. My sleep has been on the decline since the beginning of this year and now it's diffcult for me to fall asleep. I never even feel sleepy anymore...but i'm also tired yet can't fall asleep. I've never been someone who sleeps easily anyways. To be completely honest everything feels like it sucks right now. I'm working a lot more hours this week which has left me physically exhausted. At least my paycheck is gonna be big next week. My dream is to be an unemployed bum and eat fried chicken every day. Last week we had a work team dinner! we went out for korean bbq. I hadn't had it in a while it actually. Whenever I have korean bbq I think "I can never have this again" because it leaves me so fucking full. My managers ordered a beer tower it was so funny. I think they finished it though idk I left before they did. My manager was really enjoying it, but girl you have to open tomorrow morning and drive yourself home...

Anyways, I bought some Iroha (ILLIT) photocards! The first one arrived today so cute. I was at work all day and when I got home I just laid in my bed doing nothing for 4 hours. Hightlight of my shift was eating a pesto chicken sandwhich during my lunch. Work is sooo sloooowww the slow season is so boring. This whole summer was slow compared to last year :( At least we get a break from being stressed. I'm just trying to make it through working the weekened and finally will have a break to catch up on stuff I should've been doing the past two months oops. I can sense fall coming soon i've never been so filled with such hope before. I love 50 degree weather I love rain I love sleeping in a cold room.

Today I drew for the first time in literal months which felt really good. Tomorrow I work from 2:30pm to close...and then open on Sunday morning at 10am...I wanna go home already TT. I finally caught up a few days ago on One Piece. I played Minecraft at my friends house like two nights ago and it was so funnnnn it makes me wanna get Minecraft on my computer again, but I know it's only fun when I play with my friends so I probably won't.

This entry kinda sucked sorry. I'm gonna go make some food right now goodnight :p