Recently, I attended an Ichiko Aoba concert! The night before I had been frantically trying to decide on an outfit, but ended up just wearing the same one I wore to see Lamp (i'm an outfit repeater forgive me). I went with my two friends and one of their brothers. Along with two friends of my friends. We all met at a thai restraunt a few hours before. It had been a while since I had Thai food and it was so good! Ended up finishing it really quickly. Oh I forgot to take pictures of it ummm...oops. After that we went to the concert hall and guess who I saw: my freaking middle school crush who I liked for three and a half years. I'll go into that later, but we got in and went for merch. Since we came like 3-4 hours early the line was pretty short so luckily we didn't end up standing there for too long. It was so interesting seeing all the kinds of people there. Some demographics surprised me (white men wearing anime t-shirts). For merch I first got one of the white t-shirts and stargirl tote bag!
I also went in line later after we found seats to get the lyric book and button. This was one of the best concerts I've been to!! Ichiko Aoba is so amazing hearing her voice and songs live envoked something inside of me. When I left the theater I was like 'wow life is worth living.' My favorite song she preformed had to be Seabed Eden! I was surprised she preformed the french version too. Another song she preformed was this one where she was singing like a penguin it was so funny and cute it sounded like animal crossing voices. Overall, this was such a lovely concert and I need to see her again!
Okay so when I saw my old crush I was like 'omfg she doesn't remember me' cause they walked passed me without looking at me. Then, I saw them again when I went back into the merch line and she literally gasped in shock and we like chatted for a bit and then I went in line again. AHHH i didn't see them after that, but we started messaging on instagram after. If I fumble this I will actually kill myself.
Enough concert yapping I've been wanting to set some sort of schedule or routine for myself. Maybe it's just my mental illness, but getting out of bed and doing other basic tasks have become so difficult for me lately. The nice weather has made me want to live again. I think i'll make a checklist or something when I actually study later today. A few days ago I finished re-watching Avatar the Last Airbender oh I forgot how good it is. I wish it had more episodes and I guess there's Legend of Korra except I tried to watch it and didn't like it TT
As for this site...I have no more page ideas...for the past two weeks I've been attempting to start my media log and music page, but it ends with me staring at a blank code editor for 45 minutes then giving up.