April 5, 2025

I can't believe it's already April. I'll be graduating high school in 8 weeks...what the fuck. I still haven't made a college desision yet god. My last ib Exam ever (I'M FREE) I finished this week and since then school has felt so meaningless and boring. I don't think i'll be capable of going to a full week of school ever again. I used to think senioritis was fake, but look at me now...Lately, i've been feeling like everything is surreal. What am I even doing. At least the weather is getting nicer I need to feel the sun on my skin after 6 months of rain. My checking account is going to suffer this month I just know it. When I go to the Ichiko Aoba concert I will be buying ALL of her merch trust. Every time I feel like crashing out I remember that I'm seeing her this month and suddenly life is worth living.

One thing I wanna do this year is get through my whole watch and read list. I wanna read the Ouran High School Host Club manga and watch Fruits Baskets (I can't believe I never watched it). My friends always recommmend me to watch tragic films then when I watch it be they're like "Oh I haven't seen it" I think they want me to kill myself. That's why I watched Nobody Knows (2004) that movie ruined my life. I was already at my lowest and it dragged down even futher. Will I continue to say it's my favorite movie though? Yes.

I felt like I had a lot to say before writing this, but I really don't. I've been working on the writings page which I will upload at the same time this entry is. Check it out! It's Monster (2023) themed. Uhh, I after that I'm going to try and get at least the photos page up again. Also brainstorming ideas for the food page...I might just do like drink recipes that I make at work and review them or something. Like, today I made an ube matcha latte and mango yogurt green tea (I'm goated). I'm going to take a nap now bye.